hello ladies!!
my headache is greatly diminished this AM, praise the Lord!!! I always have a
headache, I can live that...but my goodness that was a nasty one, and it wasn't
even a migraine! My computer belies me about how much I am online......for
those of you who have me on your buddy list...my AIM starts up automatically, so
even if my kids are on, or hubby..or if it just sitting here idle....it says I'm
online. I try to remember to put up my 'away' message..but, well....you know
what fibrofog is like!! I did spend most of my day in bed yesterday.....
Welcome to our newbies! I should mention that I am ouchiemama too. So, just to
confuse you all more....... christy..aka crochetin4Christ is also aka
ouchiemama. I now have AOL IM as crochetin4Christ and MSN IM as ouchiemama.
Karen, I KNOW exactly what you mean by restless pain. I was so very restless
for two days, on weds. and thurs of this week. I felt like I was walking,
talking, and thinking incessantly..all in big circles! Not getting anywhere, not
getting anything accomplished....too restless to do anything....and then I have
a tendency to overeat. I really was expecting a decent earthquake. I get like
that in 'earthquake weather'. It could be a mild anxiety attack....I find I am
usually that way for a little bit before an anxiety attack (full blown) hits.
Karen, when I get an annxiety attack....the symptoms are physical too. I can't
breathe right, I get cold sweats, I may shake or feel paralyzed ..... usually
when I haven't been able to sleep well (comparatively speaking) or have been in
a flare I can't manage. I expect panic attacks happen to many who have chronic
pain.....you really are not alone. Doesn't help much at the time, I know. I am
not saying yours are panic attacks either..... but that panicky feeling you
talked about......don't hesitate to go to ER. If you do have something else
physical the dr would benefit from seeing you at your worst....
And, it's okay to fall apart. Shut your door and cry....and pray. God is there
with you....this is one of those 'footprint' moments. And cling to the promise
that He will not give you more than you can handle... (although I have noticed
that His idea of my limits are a little different than mine!!!) And you can vent
to us....that's why we have this list :-)
Jayne's hubby sent a post to another list we are on together saying that she
came out of surgery well and she hopes to come home today. That is great
news!!!
Thank you Lord!
Well, appears quite a few us are 'flaring' together. And/or having some
spiritual warfare at home. Well, I feel blessed that Satan is so interested in
us.... he wouldn't bother with us if we were not living for Christ.
Melanie, I cannot relate to the alcohol problem, but I have prayed that your
hubby be cut loose from the addiction and that taste of alcohol would make him
ill. But, I do know that his decisions are not yours. Dorothy is absolutely
right. As for the marriage...it it in God's hands. Sometimes you just gotta
get to the point where you give up......then God can do his bit. He can't fix
it if you don't let go..... and because you love your hubby it makes it that
much more difficult to let go. Remind yourself often .... everytime you want to
do or say something regarding his problem... 'let go and let God.' And say a
prayer for hubby whenever you think of him. Cover him, your marriage, your home
and your children with prayer. Easier said than done however....I get so
involved I forget to remind myself or pray.
But I will say a prayer now, for all of you. Well, I think it is off to Denny's
(if I don't get some chicken fried steak and eggs things are gonna get ugly
around here!) and then I think I might just spend today in bed watching Alfred
Hitchcok movies and crocheting, or making paper dolls....or something. I will
check in later......love you all!
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agape,
Christy
Proverbs 31:13 She seeketh wool and flax and worketh willingly with her hands.
AIM user name: crochetin4Christ
MSN user name: ouchiemama
http://www.egroups.com/group/ThankYouJesusforThornsonMyRoses (elist for
Christian women living with chronic pain and illness
http://www.geocities.com/christybritain/index
(Christian pages(God's promises, creation vs. evolution, Corrie ten Boom tribute
page, shooting down the big bang theory....and more) recipes, free crochet
patterns, mystery page, Sherlock Holmes page, classic movie page, aromatherapy
'recipe' page, craft ideas, FMS page, homeschooling page and more)
http://www.geocities.com/britainchristianacademy/indexofstudies.html (thematic
on-line unit studies with off-line activites and games grades 2-?)
websites are continual works in progress