Dear Father in Heavan, I pray that as I read and study your Word, that you would
show me the truths, and grant me discernment. Father, if there is anyone on
this list, who needs to hear special words from you, that you would guide me and
direct me, use me as a vessel for your will, and allow me to be a servent to you
and to them. I pray Father that this bible study
will bring us all closer to you, be an uplifting expereince and help us to
understand that YOU ARE STILL IN CONTROL, not the pain.......I pray this and all
things through your Son Christ Jesus. Amen.
I found a what appears to be a wonderful little book for bible study entitled
Suffering-Receiving God's Comfort.
It occurred to me that we are raised in a culture where suffering and pain is
perceived as a bad thing. Although I would never refer to it as fun, or choose
pain...either physical or emotional.....we have God's promises that He will use
it all for good, and He will never gives us more than we can handle. He also
instructs us to be thankful for everything and count it all joy! We know this
from His Word...James 1:2 says 'count it all joy' and Ephesians 5:20 says
'giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our
Lord Christ Jesus'.
so, before we get started with the bible study..let's check our mindset about
our pain and suffering. (just a note from me here: although I had women living
with chronic pain and illness in mind when I started the list, it is important I
think to remember that everyone
struggles with different kinds of pain....it may be emotional, it may be
physical, it may be chronic, it may be acute..... so, in no way am I trying to
set aside anybody as 'worse off' than anyone else)
Let's ask ourselves...are we thankful? Really thankful? The verse mentioned
above doesn't say ' give thanks sometimes for only the good things'...it says
ALWAYS and ALL things......I'd like to share a little story from the life of our
departed sister in the Lord, Corrie Ten Boom......(for those of you who may not
be familiar with her, she and her sister, and father were arrested by the Nazis
for hiding Jews in their home in Holland. Her father died in prison and her and
her sister Betsie were sent to concentration camp.....Her sister also died while
imprisoned....Corrie Ten Boom was in her 50's when she was arrested). While at
Ravensbruck, Corrie struggled mightily with this scripture. Here they were,
prisoners, beaten, enslaved, hungry, never enough warmth, dirty, infested with
fleas and lice, and not even enough room in the barracks to sleep without having
to be tangled up.God had provided them with a bible. She told her sister she
just couldn't, wasn't going to be thankful for fleas and lice!!!! What purpose
could God possibly have for fleas and lice? They soon discovered that the ONE
reason they were able to have their bible studies and keep their bible safe, was
because the prison matrons would not enter the barracks. Why? Because of the
fleas and lice!!
so, why don't we take a few moments and instead of trying to understand the
whys..just be thankful for ALL our circumstances...KNOWING that there is a
purpose, even if we can't see it in our finite vision, and KNOWING that God will
use it for good......I struggle with the chronic pain and fatigue of
fibromyalgia.....
and it would be very easy for me to slip into a 'why me?' attitude.....'woe is
me' 'WHY hasn't God healed me yet? I KNOW he can, but WHY hasn't he?' "Do I
have unrevealed sin my life?" "Perhaps, if I just had little more faith....?"
well, it never hurts to double check the unrevealed sin department...I almost
always find something..... I have faith the size of a mustard seed, and
that's what Jesus tells us we need. And, if it was God's will to heal
me......His will doesn't need my faith to help Him (does that make sense? I'm
not sure I'm putting well...... thinking that if I could have more faith that He
would heal me leaves it in my hands.....to have more faith...but Jesus said all
we need is faith the size of a mustard seed...right?
God has worked many miracles in my life that I hadn't even ever thought of, His
will overcomes my faith, or lack of faith.....I hope I said that better)
So, Lord I thank you for my illness...I thank you for the opportunities that it
gives me, for making me reprioritize my life! I thank you that sometimes
because of the pain and fatigue, it is ALL that I can do to sit quietly before
you......at your feet. I am grateful that you have already used it to show me
that you want me to to rely on you.....that I have seen the pain take me to the
edge of panic, just to be reminded of Your promise that You will never give me
more than I can handle.....and to have overwhelming peace. I am truly thankful
for the sisters in the Lord I have met online....that BECAUSE of (not in spite
of) my limited mobility I have this unique opportunity to fellowship with them
in this new and exciting way.....Father, I see now that you have already used
this in sooo many ways! And it's only been 5 months! You have used it to bring
me to the end of myself, made me rely on my family, and have given me two
special friends that I can call upon in times of need....Lord, I can see that
it has made me trust in my husband and marriage in a way I never thought I
could...and Father, I thank you for the many many more ways you are using it
that I can't see....but I know are there because Your Word says so! My pain can
be so much bigger than me....
I thank you Lord Jesus that your grace is bigger than it. I ask that when I am
overwhelmed with pain that it will only be a reminder of the physical suffering
you endured out of love for me.....I think most of all Jesus, I am thankful to
have a personal relationship with you, and to know that this achey, stiff, sore
and
battered body is nothing but a vehicle to get me through this short life, and
that my real life....in a glorious perfect form, is yet to come. Father, I ask
that you show me more opportunities to reach out to others who are coping and
suffering with pain and illness....that if they do not know you, that I might
introduce them to you. That they may have the hope and peace that I have from
walking with you daily. Father, I have faith that you can heal me,You are the
Great Physician, and I ask for a miracle for all who are ill, and hurt, but wait
patiently knowing that you are still in control.and that this is not pointless,
an infact is part of Your plan and I ask that your will be done. Amen.
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agape,
Christy
Proverbs 31:13 She seeketh wool and flax and worketh willingly with her hands.
My favorite bible verse:
1 Corinthians 1:18 For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who
are perishing, but to us are saved it is the power of God.
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